Friday, November 7, 2008

Oh yeah, one more thing. I've been getting out a little more, with hats only, I really want to get over worrying about being looked at, so I just decided to get out and look back with a smile. Chad ordered some hats and accessories for me the other night. I feel better about being bald. I'm sure it will get easier with time. I'm just glad it's not in the middle of summer. I'd rather be a little cold and double up in hats if i need to than be hot and sweaty with a hat. I really try to be positive, thanks to my kids, I never used to be, in those oh so depressing, thought I had nothing to live for, teen years. My kids will be more positive about life than I was, because I am showing them how to overcome all obstacles, with a smile.
Two days post Chemo 3. Heart looks the same as before Chemo so we are continuing AC. One more now. Then another kind, I'm not sure of the name. In all reality I will need some sort of surgery, depending on how small the tumors get and if they can get clean margins, but I try not to think about that too much, just focusing on the good news for now. I'm feeling pretty good today. I haven't taken any meds., yet. I do the first two days, but I do better the third day and the headaches and constipation are not fun. Anyway, I hope everyone who checks in with me is well. I'm so glad I started this blog. All of your comments and support are so helpful and inspiring.